The Notorious MRA and the path to My Courage of Change

In Hollywood I have a lot of friends that party pretty consistently, pretty much all the time. When it becomes too much of a habit and no longer as much fun as it used to be then I get the calls to help them. I have a tight circle that keeps in touch with me. It's been an incredible support system. It is alive today and I hope till I l leave this planet. Some of my friends enjoy themselves till it becomes an issue. They end up in Alcoholic Anonymous (AA).

Sometime it helps, sometimes not. It is a very personal decision. The 12 step program is intense.

I have lived thru some intense moments with some of my friends while they continue in the process.

The steps indicate a "Courage of Change"

That very topic is what I wanted to post about. It was a strong decision for me a while ago.

No, I am not an alcoholic. I have no judgements here. This is a safe house

I do not have the issues with dependency.

The decision to change was I did not want to live my life the way people had put me in a box and told me it was to be this way or I would never succeed. I was ok with having a laid out game plan but it would me my game plan. This decision started for me in my early twenties. I was introduced to the words. "Positive awareness". Sounds foreboding if you are not familiar but will feel like a beloved friend once you understand.

Once you decide it is the beginning of a greater time for you. A better life for you. It is driven by your thoughts.

By your actions.

By your decisions.

It really is a hard decision to be happy all the time. But it needs to be a strong one.

There will be moments. There will be people.

There will be sadness that will try to destroy that very feeling.

The stronger you want that decision for positive experiences to happen, the larger those moments become. The longer they stay.

It also requires you to be true to yourself. Maya Angelou wrote "When someone shows you who they are, believe them the first time". The chances of them being any different from that are rare. People can paint themselves as different characters but the soul of who they are as people never changes. People will forget what I have said. People will forget what I did. People will never forget how I made them feel .

I was an early student of positive awareness. I wanted so badly to be a positive force for everyone but most importantly for myself. I joined this group "Silva Mind Control". It was my introduction in to an incredible tool to create the life we want, the life that feels good.

My life has been that way from the very beginning since every day I made the decision to use my daily affirmations.

I wanted it so much that there would be a strong connection with the lessons of the universe.

These lessons came quickly.

The reason I got them so quickly is I asked for them.

I had discovered that I could order things to happen like ordering from a menu in a restaurant. There have been many many lessons that came along with those requests.

You will get what you ask for, it is important that are you are clear and detailed on what you want. If you leave one aspect out that is so vital then you have to ask for this thing to be removed. The universe is always wanting to do what you want.

Some of the very disasters for me have been when I said the words it does'nt matter. You see the universe will keep trying out things because it thinks you will take whatever it dishes out.

It is just that simple. It is just that way.

My courage to change has been an ongoing lesson to this day. My focus will remain pretty much on point because I am just that serious about what I want in my life. When it starts to fall off the rails luckily for me I have taught my universe to catch me before I fall.

You might be reading this and find me a little nieve. That could not be farther from the truth.

What has happened over the years is I have had so many moments that support the reality of positive awareness in my life that my moments can be so over the top. But remember I asked for them to be over the top. It is what I require. It is what I want. I have had so many incredible things happen for me. They are still happening as we speak. Because I have the strongest belief that it will happen for me.

I am sure that some of you have heard of a vision board. If not then a quick rundown. Basically you find images of everything you want or will want. PIctures of the people that you want in your like. You put them on a large poster or board. You need to put the board in a spot that see every day. This is important so that you will recognize them when you get them and when you meet them.

The more detailed the images becomes the more detailed the gift or the goal you want to have happen.

Whether people believe what you tell them, it is of no interest. It is what you believe.

If the request is not what the universe really wants for you, then you will learn the lessons needed so that you can recognize the better choice for yourself. For You!!!

All of these things that I write about really works. It had worked for me so many times. This is not about be you being so self centered that you can't be around anyone.

It's about asking for control over your own life. The downside of all this is it can be a struggle to stay on top of your goals and wants because there is so much negativity. The only reasons for that most people have not had the same things we have had. I am not talking about being born with a silver spoon. But you can learn to recognize one when it starts to feed you what is the best for you. All of us and I mean all of us.

All of You. We all started with the idea of this or that. We learn to visualize them and see them. See yourself in it. Feel the fabric. Press down on the accelerator. Feel the power of the light that it gives off. The more that you experience yourself in getting what you want. The quicker you will get all that.

If you start the day thinking Oh, I am dreading the day, then your day will be dreadful. If you get one of those thoughts, Get up !.

Put on a song that you like. Listen to a mentor that moves you, inspires you,

Feel the unconditional love of your pet. Anything.

The more you decide you don't want the things that you don't really want then the more you make a conscious decision for change. The faster you will get there.

Clearly what is the alternative. Moping!.

Downward spirals that are hard to climb out of but you can climb out.

No one likes those moments.

Decide on what you want. Really sit down and think about what you truly want. ...

Visualization. Visualise your desire in your mind, be specific. ...

Mentally Receive Your Desires. Now is the time to act as though you have achieved your desire

I learned a great tool from my psychiatrist that I have used for many years now. Think of yourself as small camera located in the top corner of the room.

You are seeing yourself in the setting or thing that you want as you look down on the image in the room.

See what you are wearing. Hear what you are saying.

I use this all the time when I am going to have a difficult talk with someone. I imagine their responses as I say what I have to say.

It is so crazy that when I have the actual conversation, it can seem like I am having an out of body experience as I watch my own movie playing in front of me. Sometimes they conversation is even larger than I imagined.

It was my goal when I started this blog to be able to share with you my readers all that has worked for me. It is a way of giving back all that I have been given. My universe is a generous universe. And why not!!! It is just what I asked for and believed. And so it is.

Thank you for reading my blog. I am rooting for all of you. I am rooting for you. Cheers!!