I will work it out tomorrow
We can kick and fight, stay up all damn night
Thinking you and I are enemies
But these dark skies are gonna be clear
Just save it 'til morning
Today I am moving with incredible energy and a sense of wonderment. There is something I am knowing for sure. I recognize that I am a part of a larger path, It's not that I have a spiritual life but the real truth is I am a spiritual life. There has been a huge awakening happening during this time. This time that the Universe has made us pause, has made me pause.
I find myself with a willingness to understand but most importantly I need to be understood. There are so many reasons for my motivation as there are reasons for inspirations. I have become grounded in myself as I am constantly doing the work of being awake and alive.
Of being Woke!!
With so many energies searching for their own answers I am left with this huge question. "What do I do when I need to lift myself, to move myself to my next level"?
I have been living a lifetime of evolving.
Of growing.
This very blog has been such huge step to that next thing. How did this blog get to an audience of one and end up with a family of Ten Thousand and On and On.
The reasons of my belief in myself and belief in my readers are a huge factor but the real reason is my choice of being happy. With that comes the realization that to stay that way there are days of trial and questioning to take me off my mark. When it all seems to fall apart. What it is really doing is actually closing the self doubt and and the movement into something bigger.
Something greater than myself.
My investment into my readers is that I am wanting to change or show them how to change their life for the better. This is equally as important as my own personal investment in me and my own life.
Here is a solid about me.
"I will always want more"!!!
More from the people I meet, from myself.
It takes a huge amount of living my life as full as possible so it will fill me up, fill my life so much that it runs over into you, my readers.
The more I receive the more I want.
Euphoria is an art form.
Happiness is an art.
If I am wanting a big response from the universe than I have to be big enough and grounded enough to receive it. There are times when all of the things that I experience day to day is larger than anything, For me it can seem like just another thing to put in my life experiences, That's really when I should be paying more attention to just how incredible that moment is and has become.
But I would not have had that moment if it was not intended for me to share with you, with my readers. Here is a truth.
We are really all the same.
And a lesson I would like to share is if I am not going to have any judgements about you, Then you must not have judgement about me.
"If I give those freedoms for you to be as you are than let me be as I am".
I come from a place of nothing but support for every one. I want you, I want for everyone to be happy. There are no excuses not to be. I don't come from a place of resentment. I come from as close to unconditional love as possible.
I wanted to be a part of the Black Lives Matter and the LGBTQ peaceful march that was in Los Angeles.
I wanted to show my commitment to everyone that I want them to know the joys and the happiness that I have. I have spent a lifetime working toward that very thing for myself. If I had not experienced that then how could I share it with you.
The role of the mentor for me was a birth out of my own pain.
I wanted to find a way to stop the spiral of what if this happens to what if it does and not focus on all the things that are not working to all the things that are working.
When you have so many larger than life moments happening you will see in a sense that my life is so big it needs to be shared with others because I was not meant to keep it to myself.
All that I do is just be me.
I connect so well with the creative, with the talented people I know because I see myself in them. I am told daily that I am so real. That it is refreshing.
I get so caught up in my own joys that I get carried away and over do things sometimes with the people around me. It comes from love. There is so much light that I want to share that sometimes it can blind you.
I would simply ask that you excuse me.
I am learning.
I am human. Just like you good days and bad, My difference is how I address them. Of how the lesson from today is there for me to grow.
My ability to lift you up, to inspire, to motivate all come from my own lessons.
I know what works. All of this build up to the next thing is so large that when you get there, you realize it was the journey more than anything that made the magic happen.
I can sense peoples emotions that they hide in themselves. I can hear them as voices like they are sitting in front of me when in reality they are blurting out at me sometimes. That is my gift as an intuitive, You might call them clairvoyant but there are different types of intuitive. Mine is knowing the things hidden inside of people. I am really good at only directing my energies at certain people. Once I find substance of who they are as people than I can block out the other noise and see them as they are.
Do I have a sense of being better than everyone?
Not in the least.
That is so opposite of how I feel about who I am. I have no control of when this gift happens or when it stops. The universe is the driver. I am just steering. The thoughts from me are the universe having me as a guide for the people that are in need of hearing them. As many of the people around including myself say "There are no coincidences". You are here reading this because it's where you are supposed to be right now. This very moment.
The times we are living in now have been raw and intense.
Most days are better than others. This pandemic has tested them for me. So much raw and negative energy being shown to me but the great thing is I have adapted.
Like Oprah, Rand was not built in a day. I will promise you, my readers I am always trying my best. The Universe knows I am handling it.
There are misguided statements that come from so much misdirected stress that they do more harm to the person stating them than to the person receiving them. This time more than any I have to put my big boy pants on and look past them.
These times are unprecedented.
A word you hear a lot of these days.
What I do know is all of this will get better.
I feel the energy from the universe being happy that we are noticing more about the person than what the person has materially. Money can buy moments of happiness but it's up to us to make the moments last.
These things are just tools. They are our own entourage.
Our next moments are really up to us.
I choose them to be happy ones.
That's what I want for you for everyone.
Let's cherish the ones that make a difference in our life. I will start by making a difference in yours. And that my readers is why we are here. Live Live Live.
Live life fully and it will return big time to you.
Your Life Matters.
Thank You. Thank you for reading Level Up. Cheers
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