Hope everyone is well. Hope you are all moving forward with your wants and needs.
It has been a minute since my last post. I have wanted to write but have has a flood of inspirations and motivations coming from all directions. When I originally started to write this blog seven years ago, I had made the determination for the universe to show me my best self.
What has been happening thru the years have been a development or plural of that as I should say of wanting to make things better.
Make my life better!
To adjust to my own personal changes. All that I asked for happened and then some.
My self awareness of a greater power around me grew so much and so much stronger!!
Like everyone will tell you. Be ready for what you ask for because it will come. Maybe not in the shiny perfectly wrapped gift we would all like to open but in a much larger series of moments than we ever imagined.
I would be amiss if I did not mention that the 10th year anniversary of my Moms passing. I can honestly tell you my experience was a presence so strong that guided me. Guided me in so many ways. Started singing to myself even more which I always did growing up but got lost along the way. Music is so much a part of me in so many ways.
Like the affirmations i do daily there are so many messages in so many songs. Even the classical music has the chords that resonate in our thinking process that trigger incredible energy.
My moms constant positive phrases were repeated over and over as the date approached to the anniversary.
I can only say from what i experience is that energy is real!
So, So Real!!
If you have never felt the touch or a whisper from the ones that have passed, they are waiting for you to acknowledge. No one has a clear picture of the next place we transition after death. But for the ones I have gotten so close, I will be doing the same to them when I am where my moms energy is now.
Not my intention to make myself sad or the readers that read my words. It is intended to share what i know to be true.
So I came across a post from Snoop Dog that were a series of gratitudes being said. They were not to other people but gratitudes that were personal to himself.
So indulge me here as I share the same to you.
Thank you Rand for supporting your beliefs and living life as fully as I know how.
Thank you Rand for listening to my friends and seeing them as they are as people.
Thank you Rand for accepting the people as they are with all their own perfections and flaws. The combinations of them both are what make them special for me.
Thank you Rand for surrounding myself with some incredibly talented people meaning my actors, directors, producers, fashion designers, musicians(vocals, writers, producers). Thank you Rand for sharing your own talents with them as you continue to show them what you see in them.
Thank you Rand for being real to myself in every way. Thank you Rand for being true to me in how I live and how I feel about myself.
Thank you Rand for staying so happy every day. Thank you Rand for laughing at myself as much as I laugh at the people I come into contact with daily.
Thank you Rand for losing the 22 lbs I had gained. Thank you Rand for no longer look like you are carrying twins. LOL
Thank you Rand for getting back into the gym.
Thank you Rand for loving the people I love. For loving them as unconditionally as I can.
Thank you Rand for not tripping when they are with other people.
Thank you Rand for knowing what you bring to the table.
Thank you Rand for letting the ones you love be free to love others. Thank you Rand for choosing them even if they don't want to choose me back.
Thank you Rand for taking care of yourself as well as you do ie: cosmetically and personally.
Thank you Rand for keeping your conversations with others to yourself and for complying with all the NDA's you signed so they cant sue my ass.
Thank you for cresting your own stories. For writing them consistently all these years.
Most importantly Rand, Thank you so much for not giving up on myself. Thank you for loving myself.
Cause in the words from Rupaul.. "If you don't love yourself, then how the hell is anyone else going to love you?"
Thank you Rand for sharing yourself with the world and putting you own self out there for everyone to read and know.
Thank you Rand for inspiring yourself, for motivating yourself.
Thank you Rand for marching in all the Gay Pride Marches, Woman's rights marches. Woman's abortion rights marches. Black lives matter marches, Aids marches and Veterans marches. Thank you Rand for adding your own voice to theirs.
Thank you for not just talking the talk but walking the walk!
Finally thank you for this blog you write that helps and continues to help others. Thank you for the phrases that cause change for people, to inspire them, to motivate them. So in the truest sense to share when you read my thoughts that can give you direction along the way and you come to question what if it does not do all that I want for you then be ready for what if it does!!!
Thanks to you my readers for letting me share with you. For being there for you. And for being free to love you as I do.
Rand Angel for "Live LIve LIve". Cheers!!
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