Freedom from the pain

The last moments with my Mom had become a very personal request for me. I had asked the universe to help me. To help and give me the tools I would need to get thru a hard pass for me. This was the night my Mom passed. So to share a very personal moment with you. To let you know what was a incredible beautiful transition that I Iived thru, we begin with a song...

My mom had been brought from the hospital and everything was set up in her bedroom with all the physical tools I needed to assist Mom all the way. All I could think of to do at the time was do something that was nice for her.

One of the other hats I have worn in the past was the hat of the hair and make up artists to the stars, the elites, the models and My Mom deserved no less. I fixed her hair and make up. It was not as horrifying as one could imagine. It was helping to give an image that I would carry to this day.

She looked amazing!!

I had been given the morphine drops to help ease the transition for her and I had to give the "Its alright". "I will be Ok" to Mom speech My Mom has installed in me the strength of belief. Hers was unmistakable. Mine were and have been solid for so long.

One of the miracles I received by taking care of Mom was that the universe rewarded me constantly with so many incredible things. That is one of the major clues that you are doing the right things for yourself when the world around you becomes better and you become much stronger as a person.

A person bigger than you can imagine!

After I had started the process of dealing with the transition and passing for Mom, I got a call from a Nurse that was coming over to help me.

To see if there was anything that could help me thru a night that I hoped I would never have to experience.

We were lucky again. The nurse assigned was Jewish and had assisted another patient with similar backgrounds . We were holocaust survivors and I am a proud son of that survival.

As the night moved forward, I got this inner voice telling me to grab my Moms hand. As I was holding her hand, there was warm energy flowing from her to me and I could literally feel the energy pass thru me.

What could have been a unimaginable thing had been probably one of the most incredibly beautiful things that has ever happened to me. My Mom and myself both experienced the transition together. I was there for my Mom and she was there for me.

Let me interject something here!

Most important!

These moments are very personal and very different for every person.

As to how strongly you commit and let the universe handle the details will it become just as spectacular for you. One of the largest dividends I learned is that we are energies moving from one level to another. Because my Mom and I were so close, it told me ever more strongly that we will be around each other again. No longer fearful of the unknown because it is not scary or frightening or horrible.

It is as it is!

You must gain control of what you physically can do and ask the universe to help along the way. For me and dealing with the passing was almost five years ago. There are no time limits as to how long it takes to live with the death. What has most recently happened for me is the fact and conclusion that I would always carry that moment. I would always have a sadness when I think about Mom. The sadness is missing her physical self and as for the energy and spirit that surrounds me every day. I am left with the knowing.

I am never alone. The path and tools will be there for me when it is time for myself to go to the next level.

The Jewish tradition of mourning for a full year and then no more after that was amazing as well. You have to give yourself permission to cry, to be sad but not always. You have to make the decision to not dwell on the sadness but dwell on the energy that surrounds us daily. Like I have spoken so many times before .

You have to choose to be happy.

You have to close to be free of the pain.

It has taking me a moment to decide to tell the very story of the my Moms transition. I want more than anything for this blog to be about inspiration.

About motivation!

About not just believing in the universe, but most importantly to believe in yourself!

You deserve all the best things in life, in living, in loving everything and every one that you choose to let into your world.

To continue with the happiness is to also show the sadness,

To share the strength you can get from the moments.

To learn to speak the right words to yourself.

To respect and love yourself.

Even though this blog piece started out somewhat dark, it ends with my light to share with you.

Get to know the knowing......

Get to know the truths of a much larger world that surrounds us.

You have to start and begin the journey to get there.

Live-Live-Live!

My gift for you for this Thanksgiving is the light. Cheers!!!